Another sleepless night. Another dreadful morning. Waiting. Hoping to hear from MBJ. Yet, silence. Is there anything worse than silence from a heart you so deeply long to connect with? There’s no more crippling experience. No more suffocating journey. Every CHIME found my heart skipping a beat at the thought that it might be him. Even when I silenced my notifications, I checked my phone every two minutes. Hoping the next time I checked, I’d find his text waiting there to be read. I felt so fucking stupid. So very stupid, for is there anythi[...]